Selamad Pagi Tuhan

Selamad pagi Tuhan....

Hari ini aku masi seperti ini, berjuang dengan rasa sakit yang entah kenapa gag ilang2....
Aq gag mengeluh koq Tuhan, aq terima rasa sakit ini sebagai bukti sayangMu padaku.
Aq memang sering merayuMu Tuhan, dengan segala keinginanku yang jumlahnya bukan hanya satu atau dua saja
Aq memang sering merajuk padaMu Tuhan, menangis saat aq bersedih dan ketakutan,
Aq memang sangat manja padaMu Tuhan,
Aq memang sangat menyayangiMu Tuhan,
Sangat mencintaiMu,
Karena hanya Engkau satu2nya yg mengerti aq sepenuhnya.

Seringkali aq begitu picik,
Menginginkan seseorang itu mencintai q sepenuh hati, padahal Engkau telah mencintai dengan segala kekurangan dan kelebihanku, dan Engkau adalah segala-galanya.

Seringkali aq begitu mati rasa,
Menginginkan seseorang memeluk q, padahal Engkau selalu memeluk q bahkan tanpa aq meminta padaMu.

Seringkali aq merasa kecewa,
Menginginkan semua orang mengerti aq, padahal Engkau jauh lebih mengerti aq, sepanjang masa hidupku.

Aq hanya manusia, Tuhan. Ciptaanmu yang lemah dan seringkali tak terarah. Iman q terlalu lemah untuk selalu merasakan kehadiranMu. Entah hamba macam apa Aq ini.....

Aq terlalu takut kehilangan "seseorang", padahal mereka hanyalah titipanMu yang suatu waktu bisa pergi meninggalkanq...
Sadarkan aq Tuhan, bahwa seharusnya Kaulah cinta terbesarku, bukan cinta buta kepada makhlukMu.

Aq lemah Tuhan.... Aq ringkih Tuhan....
Aq masih sering bersedih, sering menangis, sering ketakutan, sering kecewa, sering putus asa....
Aq tak mau begitu Tuhan...
Bantu aq Tuhan....
mengurangi apa yang terlalu berlebihan, kecuali cintaku padaMu

Aku tanPa Hati

hati gag bisa diajak bicara
tentang hati itu sendiri
tapi hati mengerti
mengapa hati begitu tidak mau peduli

hati ada banyak di dunia ini
bertambah seiring mekarnya populasi
tapi semakin banyak hati yang buta
semakin banyak

mungkin lebih baik aku tidak punya hati
biar tak perlu bingung
menerjemahkan kehendak hati

mungkin lebih baik aku tak punya hati
agar tak terlalu mencintai
agar tak merasakan sakit hati

mungkin lebih baik aku tak punya hati
mungkin itu bisa membuat orang bahagia
karena tanpa hati
aku akan bisu
karena tanpa hati
aku takkan menangis
karena tanpa hati
aku mati

too little too late T_T

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

You know it's just too little too late

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

buad apa?

buad apa qt memikirkan orang yang sama sekali gag memikirkan qt?
buad apa qt peduli sama orang yang sama sekali gag peduli sama qt?
buad apa qt menangis buad orang yang sama sekali gag pernah menangis buad qt?
buad apa qt menyayangi orang yang gag sayang ma qt?
n yang paling menyedihkan...
buad apa qt mencintai orang yang sama sekali gag cinta sama qt?

pathetic